My Birthday

Today is my birthday.

Not that it's an important day or anything. It's just another day. Another year that I'm alive. Honestly, I really dislike my birthday. The people who wish me a good birthday usually do it for appearances and the ones who I want to hear from never contact me. It's even sad that people who are extremely close to you seem to forget.

I guess that's the joy of having your birthday between major holidays. Next thing I know people will be saying "Oh and your Christmas gift is also your Birthday present". Happens all the time.

Anyways, rather than hearing "Happy Birthday" from some friends, I ended up getting panic text messages and calls about how IchibanCon is almost here and everything's going to hell in a hand basket.

Usually, I'm really excited about IchibanCon... yet, this time... I don't seem to have any excitement. Everything that I'm doing is just plain awful. I have absolutely no money, since I don't currently have a job. People that I'll meet up with will want to go out for food and well, I don't have the funds to do that. So, perhaps I'll try to lay low. I bought the ticket several months ago, so I'm definitely going and I think that Emi-chan will kill me if I don't go there, since one of the days we're going to dress as the Little Twin Stars.

Actually, things have just been going downhill this year. I'm expecting things to get horribly worse next year. I don't think that I have an ounce of optimism anymore. Anyways, I plan to post about the Carolina Kei meetup that I went to. Just, I'm not feeling up to it right now.